I finally finish my exams..I am very happy but sad on the other hand cause my results are not as both my parents expected you see.But some are.Today in school is again about studying,meeting my friends,teachers,same old people but instead of feeling boring like reading a book more than 5 times,u could actually find the joy and anticipation u had with them as u will always learn somethings from them.Probably,unknowingly,u could also give them so of the good points for them to pick up.Seriously,I think that being in the school is not about studying,studying and more studying.besides that,we also need to mix around with our friends so that we will be able to cope with challenges or problems in the society.

Today in school,I know that my examinations is coming..Piles and piles of homework is of course needed.Lets no talk about that.I actually really or should I say finally know the meaning of what Rudyh has said:Life is like a role of toilet paper;hopefully long and useful but it always ends at the wrong time.You might ask why cause today,I was so-called 'betrayed' by a friend.No matter how hard I persuaded her to stop it she just won't listen.To think she is good enough to give orders and fooling around with me is a absolute NO in my whole life.I am not talking gossips about her but it is just horrible enough to actually be betrayed at my most needed time.It is really challenging to me but I can't change life can I?

Todae at school,I finally realized what is the true meaning of lonely.I have a friend who actually thinks I dont exist at all!Like I am the air or u can consider it as invinsible..This happens 2 times already both at school and in tuition.Truefully,I really hate being left out.I would love to tell everyone that has the same situation as me to not be left out because being left out really really tear your heart which is partly equal to a murdered case.it is really very hateful if someone make s u very...irritated..ohh..I dun know what to put it for that..forget it is just another detestable day torns and piles of homework..

Today in school,I had my 'mock' oral test.At first it felt so scary that I almost wanted to pretend to be sick,but I tell myself we people must face all types of obstacles whether real or not..other students can do it so why only me,Natalie can't.Hence I went for it.I thought my teacher would be a fierce kind and so scary that it will be like a lion ready to eat you up but it turn out to be in the total opposite!Suprisingly,I guess I dun know my teacher well enough..She is like a caregiver teaching u bit by bit without any impatience. Know than I really realize what it meant by dun judge the book by its cover.haha,to find myself silly is really funny.I hope the people out there in this society will really really truly differentiate the people between:good and bad...

Today, after hearing my friend say to someone,"act cool,"really is quite insaulting...why?You know,just saying act cool is not for fun.You dun say it for no meaning,u say it cause it really means it,but for those that just say that for fun think of yourself,dun u think is really kind of act cool too?I really feel like venting all my fustration here cause I really think that it is not my friend fault,she didn't act cool so why would that girl actually say such things..I am not really scolding her or you(who is reading) I just don't get why people will say that?I really hope that in the future they will think before speaking..I'm sorry if I had offended anyone..

Today at school I learnt a lot of things..things that amy or may not be boring..my swimming carnival is coming and I am quite nervous though..I heard from others that their classmates swim quite well..so..I am really afraid..My father used to say its ok to be afraid because that is our normal human reaction and I guess that's true..but remembering a scence that occur during my netball match when I saw the shooter of my opponent side was very strong..I immediately told her about that and all she say was,"I guess that's the difference between that shooter and you.."Those are truly very meaningful to me when it comes to any competition..Hence I am using it right now..I hope those couraageous words will not only strengthen my faith and yours too..But of course,please do not act cool and say,"I am not afraid!"I believe what you say and what your inner heart thinks is totally the opposite..Let natural takes its own course...you will truly fing yourself...

Today I am very happy because first time in my life I got 31/40 for my compo and also 18/20 for my compre..you guys reading this may think that it is so lame but to me,I can achieve thiese results is a pleasure too..Today at school our teacher showed us a video regarding I nternet which also talks about blogging.It says that if we blog to much,we could be easily addicted to it and also it will be seen public.You might find it foolish to actually believe in all this but it kinda like make sense so probably..not sure but maybe,I will cancel this blog..I am not sure but it really confuses me..

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I finally finish my exams..I am very happy but sad on the other hand cause my results are not as both my parents expected you see.But some are.Today in school is again about studying,meeting my friends,teachers,same old people but instead of feeling boring like reading a book more than 5 times,u could actually find the joy and anticipation u had with them as u will always learn somethings from them.Probably,unknowingly,u could also give them so of the good points for them to pick up.Seriously,I think that being in the school is not about studying,studying and more studying.besides that,we also need to mix around with our friends so that we will be able to cope with challenges or problems in the society.

Today in school,I know that my examinations is coming..Piles and piles of homework is of course needed.Lets no talk about that.I actually really or should I say finally know the meaning of what Rudyh has said:Life is like a role of toilet paper;hopefully long and useful but it always ends at the wrong time.You might ask why cause today,I was so-called 'betrayed' by a friend.No matter how hard I persuaded her to stop it she just won't listen.To think she is good enough to give orders and fooling around with me is a absolute NO in my whole life.I am not talking gossips about her but it is just horrible enough to actually be betrayed at my most needed time.It is really challenging to me but I can't change life can I?

Todae at school,I finally realized what is the true meaning of lonely.I have a friend who actually thinks I dont exist at all!Like I am the air or u can consider it as invinsible..This happens 2 times already both at school and in tuition.Truefully,I really hate being left out.I would love to tell everyone that has the same situation as me to not be left out because being left out really really tear your heart which is partly equal to a murdered case.it is really very hateful if someone make s u very...irritated..ohh..I dun know what to put it for that..forget it is just another detestable day torns and piles of homework..

Today in school,I had my 'mock' oral test.At first it felt so scary that I almost wanted to pretend to be sick,but I tell myself we people must face all types of obstacles whether real or not..other students can do it so why only me,Natalie can't.Hence I went for it.I thought my teacher would be a fierce kind and so scary that it will be like a lion ready to eat you up but it turn out to be in the total opposite!Suprisingly,I guess I dun know my teacher well enough..She is like a caregiver teaching u bit by bit without any impatience. Know than I really realize what it meant by dun judge the book by its cover.haha,to find myself silly is really funny.I hope the people out there in this society will really really truly differentiate the people between:good and bad...

Today, after hearing my friend say to someone,"act cool,"really is quite insaulting...why?You know,just saying act cool is not for fun.You dun say it for no meaning,u say it cause it really means it,but for those that just say that for fun think of yourself,dun u think is really kind of act cool too?I really feel like venting all my fustration here cause I really think that it is not my friend fault,she didn't act cool so why would that girl actually say such things..I am not really scolding her or you(who is reading) I just don't get why people will say that?I really hope that in the future they will think before speaking..I'm sorry if I had offended anyone..

Today at school I learnt a lot of things..things that amy or may not be boring..my swimming carnival is coming and I am quite nervous though..I heard from others that their classmates swim quite well..so..I am really afraid..My father used to say its ok to be afraid because that is our normal human reaction and I guess that's true..but remembering a scence that occur during my netball match when I saw the shooter of my opponent side was very strong..I immediately told her about that and all she say was,"I guess that's the difference between that shooter and you.."Those are truly very meaningful to me when it comes to any competition..Hence I am using it right now..I hope those couraageous words will not only strengthen my faith and yours too..But of course,please do not act cool and say,"I am not afraid!"I believe what you say and what your inner heart thinks is totally the opposite..Let natural takes its own course...you will truly fing yourself...

Today I am very happy because first time in my life I got 31/40 for my compo and also 18/20 for my compre..you guys reading this may think that it is so lame but to me,I can achieve thiese results is a pleasure too..Today at school our teacher showed us a video regarding I nternet which also talks about blogging.It says that if we blog to much,we could be easily addicted to it and also it will be seen public.You might find it foolish to actually believe in all this but it kinda like make sense so probably..not sure but maybe,I will cancel this blog..I am not sure but it really confuses me..